I Hate Myself - Less Than Nothing

60 Watts, brighter than my future
An empty forty, fuller than my life
There must be more, sometimes I don't think so
Maybe I'm right. Maybe there's no such thing as a brighter side
A sultry night stare at moons from rooftops
A broken engine, poisoned never dry
I pour my heart out to a God that doesn't listen
You said you'd save me. You said you'd love me always but you lied
And I can't dry my eyes and there is nothing left inside
One day. The day. The day that I said I
My heart inside was cold so that you didn't know
So all and you, you won't love me at all
The leaves come down
There is no sound
And if I fall would you notice at all?
The thought of me repulses me
But you'd say you took me anyway
I am so alone on a corroded city rooftop
I saw you walking, you didn't say anything
You always told me that you'd never stop loving me
But you stopped before you started and now all I have is lies
What am I gonna be?
Who am I gonna be?
Afraid
Repressed
And now that I feel lost
Well I wish that you had grown
While I bleed all alone
The falling rain
Is what is left for me
We're gonna be
What's left for me
What is there to learn?
There is less than nothing
I thought you'd be. Be there for me
You weren't there. You weren't anywhere
You lied right to my face
You broke my fucking heart
One day, one day you tore my heart apart
And I have nothing
And I am nothing
I'm piss
I'm shit
I am less than nothing